All too often I believe I can hide things. I believe that by pretending, no one will know what is really going on.

“¹O Lord, you have searched me and known me! ²You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar…⁴Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.” – Psalm 139:1-2 & 4 (ESV)

I can pretend all I want, but God knows. He knows when I am happy, sad, joyful, angry, loving, hateful, active, and sedentary. He knows my thoughts before they are thoughts, and words before they are words.

As God knows all, why do I still try to pretend or hide things? Because I am human and a sinner.

God always knows what is going on in my body, life, mind, and heart. Even when I don’t know, God knows. He gives direction for me to follow and my only appropriate response should be to go. There is no hiding from God. I can run from Him, but He knows where I am going even when I do not.

God knows everything about me and accepting that will give peace. He is there watching over me and celebrates the winnings and mourns the losings with me. Acceptance is my only option and a pretty good one at that.

Are you hiding or running from God? Your pretending is having what effect on your overall walk with Christ? Have you thought about the fact that God knows EVERYTHING about you?

I am a sinner and that I have embraced. Perfection is only something that I can strive for, although will never, and I mean never, attain here in this world.

“¹²Who can discern his errors? Declare me innocent from hidden faults. ¹³Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then I shall be blameless, and innocent of great transgression.” – Psalm 19:12-13 (ESV)

I am a sinner and that I have embraced. I will do all that I can to avoid sinning and living a righteous life here in this world. I am a sinner though and that will not change.

No matter how much I want to avoid sin, I will still, even when I am not aware. There will be mistakes I make where I did not know I was making.

I think of a time years ago when my family and I went on vacation to the Frio River and we parked the vehicle in an area where there were many other vehicles. It was on the side of a very tight stretch of road and there was a spot open that I was able to get into between two other vehicles and did not think anything of it. When I came back to the car, there was a parking ticket on the vehicle. I had seen no signs, and I simply parked with everyone else.

The story above is an example of doing wrong, even when you did not know you were doing wrong. That does not remove the accountability for the actions. Sometimes we are really not aware of the sins we commit, but God forgives us anyway. There are times when we sin and did not intend to, or even realize we did, God forgives us anyway.

I am responsible for my sin, even when I know I am forgiven. My role is to repent daily for those sins that I commit, all of them. I will make mistakes and God knows that. He forgives me anyway. I have to remember not to take that for granted as I go through this world. I will repent daily for my actions, known and unknown.

Are you a sinner, and do you embrace it? Are you aware that you commit sins that you don’t even know or remember? Will you repent and seek forgiveness even when you don’t see the sins?

This world is not our final destination and this I have to remember.

“⁵¹Behold! I tell you a mystery. We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, ⁵²in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised imperishable, and we shall be changed.” – 1 Corinthians 15:51-52 (ESV)

I am having some monumental challenges with understanding my place. In this world I do not feel as though I am appreciated for the work that I do or have done. I have a position of cog in a wheel and as long as that cog is doing its job, all is good.

I know that most of us have heard the phrase “no news is good news”, well that does not work for me. No news is no news, and when we do not receive any, that means that we do not exist. I currently am feeling as though I do not exist.

The good news is that there will be a “last trumpet”. I “will be changed”. I will be rescued and give a seat where I am appreciated and where I will receive news and feedback from my God as He smiles and takes joy in my voice and presence with Him.

Are you in a similar situation here in the world? Where are you looking for guidance? Do you know and recognize that you will be changed?

As I continue to study the word “change” in God’s Word, I was led to James, chapter 1 verse 17.

“¹⁷Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change.” – James 1:17 (ESV)

This verse is in theme with my other days of study and further reinforces God’s unchanging countenance and actions (which is no surprise). Where I have learned this morning, is in verses that precede this one and really dictate the actions we should be taking and further reveals some of the reason for the adversity God allows in our lives.

“¹²Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. ¹³Let no one say when he is tempted, ‘I am being tempted by God,’ for God cannot be tempted with evil, and he himself tempts no one. ¹⁴But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire. ¹⁵Then desire when it has conceived gives birth to sin, and sin when it is fully grown brings for death. ¹⁶Do no be deceived, my beloved brothers.” – James 1:12-16 (ESV)

James reveals God’s intentions with us to be true and it is our own thoughts, desires, and actions that lead to the adversity and hardships that we may be facing at any time. God does not tempt or drive us to actions that do not glorify Him, although He allows us to be human and make our own choices in the matters.

James is simply giving us instruction of how to live “authentically and wisely for Christ” (Introduction to the Book of James in my ESV Bible). As stated in verse 12 above, “blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial”. God gives to us and we can rely on He “with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change”.

Where are you placing your belief, in God or yourself? Are you looking for God to change to fit with you? Are you remaining steadfast in your faith in God?

“²⁰And is was not without an oath. For those who formerly became priests were made such without an oath, ²¹but this one was made a priest with an oath by the one who said to him: ‘The Lord has sworn and will not change his mind, “You are a priest forever.”’” – Hebrews 7:20-21 (ESV)

“This one, him, You”, All of these are referring to Jesus. Forever is quite a long time and frankly longer than I or anyone else will be around. And these two things are of significance here.

Jesus forever is an amazing statement and one that no one else can claim. You see, Jesus, whereas He may not be here in the flesh as man today, He is always with us, forever. And since He was made a priest, He is far more than any here today.

The Lord has spoken it so therefore it is done, as it was for creation. God has made up His mind and that will not change. We are free to try and change the mind of God and offer up others for priesthood and try to prove some other as priest, but God’s mind is made and nothing, I mean nothing with change His mind.

I am only man and will follow the will of God and bow to Him. Jesus is my only priest, forever and that will not change.

Who do you think of as your priest? Will they be around forever? Are you in a place where you are trying to change the mind of God and bend Him to your will?

“⁶For I the Lord do not change; therefore you, O children of Jacob, are not consumed. ⁷From the days of your fathers you have turned aside from my statutes and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Lord of hosts.” – Malachi 3:6-7 (ESV)

The Lord does not change. I know that sometimes I feel as though God is not with me and has abandoned me and his promises for me, especially when it comes to dealing with adversity. I seem to spend an inordinate amount of time dealing with item after item, and frankly have become angry with God for it. But why should I be angry when I know that God does not change?

I am angry at the timing of God’s actions. His actions, or what feels like inaction, are not in line with my timing and therefore I am angry that I am not getting what I want. He has not changed His love for me. He has not changed His plan for me. He has not given up on me. My wants are not of His concern. My wants are simply mine. My needs are being met and I am too blinded by my not getting what I want, that I cannot see the fact that my needs are and have been met continually by my God.

It is up to me to adjust my wants to be more in line with my needs and once again get back to the business of following the Lord and taking action on those items He would have me take action. When I am able to focus on those items He has for me, my wants will be subsided and I will be content with that which is provided by God.

“¹¹Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content.” – Philippians 4:11 (ESV)

When you find yourself angry with God for not receiving something, what is it that you are seeking to receive, want or need? Are you aware that the timing of your expectations may not be in line with God’s timing? Will you remember that God’s timing only appears to change, but the Lord indeed does not change?

“¹⁹God is not man, that he should lie, or a son of man, that he should change his mind. Has he said, and will he not do it? Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfill it?” – Numbers 23:19 (ESV)

Balaam is clear here that God is not like the rest of us. He is not man and therefore does not do things like man. God is definite in His actions.

As man I struggle with decision making. I want to make sure that everything is just so before deciding for fear of making a wrong decision. That fear creates lack of commitment and I then fail to act at all. The quote by Harvey Cox: “Not to decide is to decide”, fits right here.

God has already decided and we are to be looking for guidance toward actions that are in line with His decision. God will not waver, His decisions are already made, and we are not going to change His mind. Our good works are not going to make God do anything different that what He was going to do. Our lack of action may delay our rewards, but the rewards are already laid out for us.

When you are going into something, are you able to decide? Will you move forward or do you find yourself sitting frozen by indecision? Are you trying to, or hoping that God will change His mind?

Who am I looking to for learning and growing?

“¹⁹So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, ²⁰built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Christ Jesus himself being the cornerstone,” – Ephesians 2:19-20 (ESV)

Who better to learn from than those that are the most knowing? My wife, being a history teacher, stresses that we learn from the past. And writer/philosopher George Santayana is credited with saying, “Those who do not learn history are doomed to repeat it.”

We have a choice as to where we get our knowledge. When I am looking to learn something, I take the time to get get it from those that “know” and not just someplace it happens to be written (like the internet). While where it is written is a good place to get information and/or a great place to start, the depth of true knowledge will come from those that have been tested and have experienced for a length of time. And that is where those apostles, prophets, and Jesus come in as declared by Paul.

I have to remember to look to God’s Word as my history and where all of the knowledge is found. Learn the wisdom of Solomon, the contentment of Paul, and the actions of Peter. Learn from the foundation that has been there all along.

When you are looking for knowledge, where do you turn? And, are you just finding the information and leaving it at that, or digging in to gain the knowledge? Are you learning from the foundation?

I remember early in our marriage, Lori and I spent some time looking into what we would want in our dream home. Even before we had a place to put the home, we were laying our the floor plan and the exterior elevation.

“³Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us in Christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places, ⁴even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love ⁵he predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will,” – Ephesians 1:3-5 (ESV)

I know, my analogy of our dream home is a bit corny compared to our predestination of adoption as sons of God. And when I think of it, my thoughts are just that until I take action. God had begun action from the beginning. I would not be around for many years, however God had plans for me, and you, and everyone.

These verses help me to understand that before I was someone, I was someone to God. I was His before I was. Notice the last 7 words of verse 5 above and the finish of that sentence in verse 6 below.

“⁶to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved.” – Ephesians 1:6 (ESV)

I was and am because God wanted to to be so. I am someone even before I was someone.

When you look at things, are you aware that you are someone to God? Do you realize that you were someone to God? Do you recognize that you were before even the foundation of this world?

The idea that we need a strong foundation is one that I know that I have heard time and time again in all sorts of topics, conversations, and lessons. In building, crafting, learning, and overall growth, the place to start them all is with the right foundation.

“¹¹For no one can lay a foundation other than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ.” – 1 Corinthians 3:11 (ESV)

The foundation for me in this world is that which is Jesus Christ. Everything I had, have, or will have are built on my relationship with and continued reliance on Christ and nowhere else. When I start something with me or some other base, I fail, if not immediately, sometime and usually that failure is of epic proportion.

“⁶I planted, Apollos watered, but God gave the growth. ⁷So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God who gives the growth.” – 1 Corinthians 3:6-7 (ESV)

The analogy that Paul uses here is telling. I think of the plant in the crack of the sidewalk. That plant is started in the crack and with water it grows, however the foundation to which it is planted is the sidewalk and those are used for transportation. Therefore, that sidewalk is a less than an optimal foundation for the plant to prosper. Now if we take that same plant and place it in an open field, there is space that is largely left alone and with more earth, water, and fortification to spread and continue growing at the right pace. The planter and the one supplying water both do the work they are to do, however the real difference in the growth of the plant is found in the foundation and environment provided by God.

We are called to do work in this world. We are here to plant, build, water, and cultivate. We will be most successful with those tasks when we do them with the right foundation, the foundation that is Jesus Christ.

Where are you planting, building, watering, and cultivating? Are you looking out for where you start, or just taking what comes? Your foundation is…?