I am a sinner and will always be. I will continue to stray away from the LORD. I will serve idols that are not Him, those that He has created as He created all things.
“29But from there you will seek the LORD your God and you will find him, if you search after him with all your heart and with all your soul.” – Deuteronomy 4:29 (ESV)
When I need Him, He is there. I only need to seek after Him with my heart. Word choice is so important as I have found and written often. Whereas seeking and looking are synonyms in the English language, they hold very different meaning in Hebrew. Seek in Hebrew is earnest and diligent search where look is searching for the tangible. As we know, God is not tangible. He is omnipresent, and omniscient, and as such is not a physical thing to find.
Moses in the passage is instructing the people of the forbiddeness of idolatry. But he also tells the people that they will fall away and that when things get the darkest, God is still there and He will be found when we seek after Him with our heart.
“30When you are in tribulation, and all these things come upon you in the latter days, you will return to the LORD your God and obey his voice. 31For the LORD your God is a merciful God. He will not leave you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers that he swore to them.” – Deuteronomy 4:30-31 (ESV)
How is it will we find the LORD when we seek after Him with our heart. Because He is merciful. Even as we have fallen away, He waits for us and does not destroy us. He does not forget the covenant He has with us and even as we turn from Him He does not turn on us.
I can get back to the LORD through my earnest search for Him. I can seek Him with all my heart and He will be found because He never left and wants for me to find Him.
What is your idea to find the LORD? Are you looking for Him as some sort of tangible thing? What if you were to seek Him with your heart knowing that He will be found, because He wants to be?