I struggle with God’s timing. I know that God will deliver us in His time according to His plan. Where I struggle is that I continue to look for His deliverance and in my perception it does not come.

I want to be clear in that I do not believe that God has abandoned me, nor do I think that He is punishing me for something that I may or may not be aware. What I do believe is that I am simply not seeing Him and that is causing me to struggle.

“⁷The Lord will keep you from all evil;

he will keep your life.

⁸The Lord will keep

your going out and your coming in

from this time forth and forevermore.” – Psalm 121:7-8 (ESV)

As I read this passage this morning, I was reminded that God is watching over us and “keeping” us. Protecting us. Whether I am “seeing” Him is not the important part, because He is there and I have to know it.

The structure of the verses are also something to look at. I have quoted from the English Standard Version (ESV) although I also study using the New International Version (NIV). Notice the ESV structure and where the breaks are. This gives me more than say just the words. Verse 7 gives us what God will keep, and verse 8 indicates “The Lord will keep”. So no matter the situation, or the “time” God will keep me and “keep” all together. What a comfort and certainly something I can and should continue to remember as I struggle with “simply seeing” the Lord work and “keep” me.

Are you struggling to “simply see” God? What about recognizing that He is working? Will you know and take comfort in the Lord’s keeping you, all the time?

When is it that we reach out to God?

“⁶Therefore let everyone who is godly offer prayer to you at a time when you may be found; surely in the rush of great waters, they shall not reach him.” – Psalm 32:6 (ESV)

What is “at a time”? I believe that refers to always. God is always there for us. He may not always answer, but He is always hearing and accepting our prayer.

Why is it that we reach out to God?

“⁷You are a hiding place for me; you preserve me from trouble; you surround me with shouts of deliverance.” – Psalm 32:7 (ESV)

God is our refuge. Arms to jump in like a child. Hide our face in to get away. Place to go when there is no other.

I know that I expect great things from God. I look for the overt signs of “deliverance” and struggle when I can’t see them. I search for the way out and miss the opportunity to just “hide” with God.

There is always time to reach out to God. He is always there to listen and take us through whatever we are dealing with. We come to Him in times of prosperity and in times of deficiency. We come to Him as our place of comfort.

Have you forgotten that God is there to listen? Are you expecting expeditious answers to your questions? Are you remembering that it is always time to come to God?

I have been on a journey over the last few years searching to understand my Kingdom Purpose and to this point, I am still searching and feel as though I will be searching for a while longer.

But, what if my time is now?

“¹³Then Mordecai told them to reply to Esther, ‘Do not think to yourself that in the king’s palace you will escape any more than all the other Jews. ¹⁴For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will perish. And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this?’” – Esther 4:13-14 (ESV)

Esther was in a position to do something and her reluctance was evident. Mordecai challenged her to take a look at her position and the opportunity she had to decide whether or not to act. He tells her that it is indeed her choice to either be a part of the solution or perish with the rest as she sits idle.

Am I not in a similar situation? Maybe not to the certain gravity of the destruction of my people, but I have a choice to be active as opposed to passively allowing indecision.

I still search for my Kingdom Purpose, but I will admit that maybe I have been a bit passive. I may have been letting things take over me as opposed to taking a stand and “fighting” for my position. Maybe my time is now to make a decision to get in the game or sit on the sidelines.

What have you been avoiding that you would maybe be better served to act now? What if your time to take a stand is now? God has a purpose for you, what if that time is now?

How often have you found yourself in a verbal standoff about a subject or topic and that standoff leads to an argument that never ends?

Is it really worth it?

“³It is an honor for a man to keep aloof from strife, but every fool will be quarreling.” – Proverbs 20:3 (ESV)

Well according to God’s Word, NOPE! We find ourselves in situations that are less than optimal for us to be in as Christians and the direction we have from God is to simply walk away.

“Keep aloof” or “avoid” here looks to mean stay away from those situations where we have nothing to gain. We have more important things to worry about than involving ourselves in matters that are trivial. When we are seen “acting out”, it is perceived by those that witness that we are a certain way. I would rather be seen as someone who walked away from something than in a negative light.

I think of “fights” that happen in school, on the playground, in the sporting event. We generally do not see who started things, but we certainly see who finishes them. The one that retaliates is the one that gets caught. Whether the second person was defending themselves or not, they are the one that is held accountable due to their overt retaliation.

Wouldn’t it make sense then to just walk away? What is gained by fighting back? What more honor is there in avoiding the strife?

I am a man of means. I have the ability to help myself and do things to improve the way of life for my family.

“²⁵The Lord tears down the house of the proud but maintains the widow’s boundaries.” – Proverbs 15:25 (ESV)

I have pride in having the ability to help myself. God is not interested in whether or not I can help myself. I should be reaching to him for help and care just as the widow. She is in a position where she must rely on others for help with things; protection and care.

Shouldn’t we all be in that position with God? He is our ultimate protection and caregiver. We should be reaching out to Him when we find ourselves in need. Yes, I still have the ability to care for and protect myself and my family, however I should not be relying on myself and should instead be allowing God to do His part and I should be simply following His lead and yield to His teachings and control.

“³³The fear of the Lord is instruction in wisdom, and humility comes before honor.” – Proverbs 15:33 (ESV)

We may have means to take care of things, however it is not up to us to take into our own hands. By thinking and working as though we are in control, we are dishonoring God by “running the show” and not allowing Him to work. Shouldn’t we be in a position of humility to allow God to give us direction and provide for our needs?

Think of the widow from above. She needs assistance with certain things and by humbly approaching God, He provides the necessary resources for that assistance. Whether it is in the form of finances to pay for assistance, or friends and family that may come to her aid, or maybe a church family that comes by on a regular basis to simply love her and provide encouragement and fellowship. God takes care of all of her needs.

Why wouldn’t we have the same approach? We should be humble before God allowing Him to do His work in our lives and the lives of others. Isn’t that the greatest honor we can give, allow someone, in this case God, to do the work they are to do and help those in need?

Will you allow God to do his work? Will you humble yourself before God and trust in His ability to provide for your needs? Will you honor God as those little in means?

I was recently speaking with a colleague at the office and we were discussing finances and they mentioned to me about taking rent money immediately from their pay to be sure that was paid above all else. As I read this morning of honoring God, I was brought back to this discussion to apply the same principle to my giving to God.

“⁹Honor the Lord with you wealth and with the firstfruits of all you produce; ¹⁰then your barns will be filled with plenty, and your vats will be bursting with wine.” – Proverbs 3:9-10 (ESV)

How often do we find ourselves scrambling to cover a financial need in our lives because we have nothing left after “feeding” our desires? I know that I have gotten myself into that position and then wondering why I did not have enough to cover what needed to be covered.

God provides everything we need and it is up to us to give to Him first. Like my colleague, shouldn’t we take out God’s portion first?

Look to verse 10 above and follow along with me. The first thing I see is that the verse implies that we should give to God first so that He will give us more, and that makes sense as God will provide.

But, we have to look closer at our heart as we give. Are we giving for selfish gain; i.e. to get something more? We honor God by giving to Him first! What He gives us in return may or may not be simply stores of tangible items to fill the coffers. Remember the first miracle of Jesus, turning water into wine. The blessing that was poured out was timed perfectly. And what did Jesus do, the wine was better than what was served to begin.

We find ourselves in difficult positions when it comes to honoring God. As man, we know that we have needs and we have to do the work to meet those needs. We also have to remember that God will provide for those needs. When we honor God first, He will provide for our needs when the time is right, and when that time is right He will give back more than we could have expected.

Are you honoring God with your “firstfruits”? What about your heart, where is your heart in the giving process? Are you willingly and purposefully giving to God first?

Win the game, get pizza. Have award ceremony, get a great meal and give gifts. Have a wedding and the grand reception to honor the bride and groom.

“²⁹Why then to you scorn my sacrifices and my offerings that I commanded, and honor your sons above me by fattening yourselves on the choicest parts of every offering of my people Israel?” – 1 Samuel 2:29 (ESV)

Hold on, I want to be clear that celebration is not wrong. What I study here is that putting the celebration and honor of the event or people is wrong as we should be honoring God.

We should be looking at things from the context of how does this play out as we honor God. I know I have found myself in the position of not focusing on God and His will carried out in my life. Obedience to God and His commandments is where our focus should be.

“³⁰Therefore the Lord, the God of Israel, declares: ‘I promised that your house and the house of your father should go in and out before me forever,’ but now the Lord declares; ‘Far be it from me, for those who honor me I will honor, and those who despise me shall be lightly esteemed.’” – 1 Samuel 2:30 (ESV)

God can rescind His promises just as He did to the house of Eli. Does He want to take away His promises, NO, but we are so disobedient at times, it is the discipline needed to get us back on the path to Him.

Our path is riddled with difficulty and adversity and joy and greatness. We have to be careful to honor God in all of those times and not just when it suits us.

Have you caught yourself honoring the event or the people when you should be honoring God? How can you turn that honor to God? Will you be careful to honor God instead of yourself as you move forward?

“³⁵…It is more blessed to give than receive” – Acts 20:35 (ESV)

Are we living it?

A verse that we probably have heard many times (probably attributed to monetary or tangible gifts). I want to discuss the giving of all as our reward is greater than the gift we give.

“¹²Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.” – Exodus 20:12 (ESV)

Notice the reward for giving honor to our parents? This verse, one of the Ten Commandments, is the only one of which that has, as my commentary puts it, a promise attached to it. When we are giving of what we have, we are given great reward.

Giving honor and respect go a long way to demonstrating Christ’s Love. And our reward, honor and respect for us as we grow older. Isn’t this the much greater reward for the work we have done?

God gave us commandments to follow him by, and it is our duty to do so. Giving of honor is one that may not come easy, but God has spelled out the great reward we reward we receive for obeying that commandment.

Do you have honor to give? Will you give honor and respect (it is free you know)? Are you prepared to give honor in order to receive?

I was asked recently by one of our pastors, “What do you think about God?” This question was more complicated for me that I ever thought would have been. The first thing I wrote down was “Difficult to understand”. My thoughts were around the idea that one day for me all is grand and then another moment I am encountering adversity. There is a sense of inconsistency that I get when I think this way and that drives my thinking around my attempt to “understand” God.

“¹Ascribe to the Lord, O heavenly beings, ascribe to the Lord glory and strength. ²Ascribe to the Lord the glory due his name; worship the Lord in the splendor of holiness.” – Psalm 29:1-2 (ESV)

Why do I make it “difficult to understand” God?

Ascribe: to refer to a supposed cause, source, or author: to say or think that (something) is caused by, comes from, or is associated with a particular person or thing – Merriam-Webster Online

Synonyms: accredit, attribute, chalk-up

This morning, God sent me what I needed to “understand”. When thinking about God, I should be ascribing to what He is. I should be accrediting, attributing, and chalking-up to Him “glory and strength”. I am making God “difficult to understand” by trying too hard.

When I simply stick to the basics of God, which is love, the complexity is taken out. My nature is to “understand” and sometimes I have a difficult time accepting without more information, especially when I believe something is too good to be true.

Well, Trevor, God is glory, love, truth, consistency, and truly easy to understand.

What do you think about God? Where are you looking to for the answer to that question? God equals glory, do you think that could be easy to understand?

We talk of glory and I have written to declare God’s glory, that we are crowned with glory, and the glory of the Lord gets our attention. We can do and are all of these things, but ultimately we give way to the King of glory.

“⁷Lift up your heads, O gates! And be lifted up, O ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. ⁸Who is this King of glory? The Lord, strong and mighty, the Lord, mighty in battle! ⁹Lift up your heads, O gates! And be lifted up, O ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in. ¹⁰Who is this King of glory? The Lord of hosts, he is the King of glory!” – Psalm 24:7-10 (ESV)

Our Lord is the King of glory! What a wonderful thing that is. He is not just some being that we look at or throw things at, he is “strong and mighty” and “mighty in battle” and “the Lord of hosts”.

Where are you in the search for the King of glory? Are you looking to our Lord and savior? Do you accept Him as our King of glory?